(Sigh) ...

Just one big sign ... I want a baby. I hope that it happens and that we are able to get pregnant with a healthy baby on our next try but there are no guarantees. Right now I am so busy with school I barely remember that I have 2 embryos still waiting for us ... some day soon, hopefully. (Sigh)

Another world away ...

School is so all consuming right now that the thought of having a baby added into our family right now seems another world away ... I feel so removed from normal everyday life that the thought of kids almost seems foreign.
I am just trying to survive school at this point, the thought of a sweet little baby is still an attractive one, but one that seems so far away and so very out of reach.

Baby what?

Yeah I am so distracted right now with school I sometimes think ... "baby what?"
I am glad God knows what he's doing because I so don't have time to worry about getting pregnant!